beneath crystal ball

x'mas to me bygone is like receiving gift from mum and dad. i love x'mas trees..its vibrant and lively, i wish the entire road of my life is decorated like x'mas tree. always shining brightly to myself so i will not get lost when im lost, i will not face darkness and i will always have festive mood with me all day,all night,all month,all year...

i wanted white x'mas...i wanted x'mas when i know the existance from seeing cartoon. the memories of watching people celebrating x'mas in white amazed me...i never stop dreaming since then i wanted to see how a snow flake looks like..wanted to taste the snow flake. i wanted to build my own ...snow man. probably has the same height as me...that's not difficult...flabby leg and hand ...with a carrot as a nose and 2 m&m as eye....