h I m

h I m
him whom i wonder...
him whom i love?
him whom i chase haf my life
him whom i dream most
him whom i carry bside my lip..
yes him...
who came to my life...
left me...
back in my life...
left me ...
back into my life once again.......
again.......
him, i want most...
him, i blame on chemisty...
him,i blame ...fur l u v I n so deeply...
unreasonably...
but for him...
i shall wait...
i shall wait...
fur hIm...
i belief ...
i could
i wouldi will...
luv n wait...

couldnt see him but i feel his existance...
there he was, sitting outside the tinted glass...
cheerly with his pal...
i with mine...my heart beats...
why ?fur im merely kid...
heart beats fur kid...ain no kidddie...
butterfly bangging ...
why?...
he was once mine...yea...mine...
just once...
memories play back...
highschool puppy...
we shared ...
few moment shared...
few moment torn...
but fur him...
i bear on mind every now n then...
history but never forgotten..

his sleepy eye...
the eye tat jazzle me...
his laugther...that strike me...
i couldnt see him ..but i feel him...
livin in my memories fur years...

there he was...
walking by me...
ironic...lover once...stranger now
ironic..we grow and grown distantly
ironic my feelin ..
grow n growing deeper..
foolin me...once...again?
it doesnt matter
fur hIm
i shall...
i will...
i would...
i can...

2004, july 

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2004, april. me n jerryca 

2003, july 

2003,july